last year Varun (a workaholic) told me that at the end of a year he likes to evaluate and see what he has done through the year and that is what keeps him going all the time. he suggested me to do that too….it might just help me make my days more productive. but the ass that i am….!! I will not turn this post into a depressed one. done too much of that already. above said is a fact which i can try to work on. cribbing won’t do me any good.otherwise, how was my 2005??
# I remember, last year I resolved to catch more movies at the theatres simply because I’d never done much of that and college is THE time to do it. so…12 of them!! that is probably more than my total till 2004. not bad at all!!!
# I also resolved to improve my music collection. I did that as well. great!!
# I wanted to read more. I didn’t do that. I don’t know where that freak who never left a book went. looking for her…
# Even in August, when ‘guys’ as a subject came up…I said that I don’t even know a guy worth dating. I am going to remain single for more time. I didn’t see him coming then…
# I changed my hair style. I’d been thinking of doing something drastic with my hair ever since I was in school. I feel good about this.
# I didn’t lose weight this year either. damn!!
# I didn’t give myself that inner satisfaction as far as college is concerned. third year SHOULD be different!
# I attended my first night party this year too. 😀 😀
# I gathered a lot of inspiration. the application…hopefully (probably) next year!
# I made my room much more colourful. I am soooo happy about it.
# Oh yes,…record breaking number of needles poked. never mind!!
# This year’s April was thankfully one of the best ever sustained.
# I’d been hoping that there’ll be talk of Bhai’s wedding by this time. but he split up with her. I liked her. She was a help in improving my relationship with him. can’t forget her. things were just not meant to be.
# I learnt how to drive but never got the car to drive around. lost whatever confidence there was. (Bhai aksed me to start the car last week and I was afraid to do it! ) my learners’ expires today. shit!!
# I’m as bad in the kitchen as last year. could not care less!
# Big, red cars have become common in Delhi. maybe I need to do some thinking on that front.
# I’m more specific and sure of what I want to do with my life. It wasn’t the same last year.
# This year’s summer break was the most productive ever!! I’m thankful to Varun and proud of myself.
# I still need to learn how to be mean — not to the people I hate on the basis of vibes. — but to the ones who are mean to me.
# Still looking for a passion.
# I junked all my junk jewellery. (had cut down on it last year itself but I didn’t wear any of it this year. AND….it used to be my characteristic trademark..lots of beads,et al. I’ve changed! 🙂 )
# Apparently, I’ve become more sophisticated and articulate. LOL!! It’s just that the crazy me doesn’t get a chance to come out too often now. Psst…
# Third December in a row when I’m freaked out about studies! I’m guessing next year won’t be any different. What yaar!!
# Economics has penetrated. BIG TIME!! and I’m still no good… ‘WHY GOD WHY?’
# Still crazy about flowers, dogs, Abhishek Bachchan, friends, my lucky charm and my dreams. New found craze….VAGUE THOUGHTS!
# Met a lot of new people this year. yeah! lots of them….from intellects to pseudo intellects. …from Americans to Englishmen. ( 😛 ) …from buggers to lovers! ( oooh!!….could it sound more cheesy??! ) hehehe… one more list! My God!! 🙂 actually…it’s just easier. So people… hoping 2006 to be ~ happier ~ more peaceful ~ productive ~ fun ~ and fulfilling for everyone in this world! Praying that everyone in the world gets enough food to eat. God Bless! Happy New Year!!
~Cheers!
Fuchsia 