exactly one year ago i was troubled by nose-related leaks which lasted well over a month. this time too it’s been about a month. i have been living with them for 22 years (school & college scrapbooks, and friends from all over would vouch for it) but to sneeze for at least a 100 times in one night is still beyond my capabilities.
but my facebook page is alive again. i uploaded pictures, and people left lots of comments. i am kinda enjoying it.
exactly one year ago, i was also solving the strangest CAT questions TIME could come up with. sumit managed to utter things other than PJs back then. he tried teaching me. ’twas quite a fun experience.
flashback went further into the past. two years ago, this time of the year was depressingly hard. i didn’t know what i was doing (not that i know much today either). it’s strange how we yearn for innumerable things, but the set of parameters for keeping us happy/sad is really tiny. at least i can say that for myself.
i am extremely sorry for this post with terrible punctuation, but i happen to be lying on my bed as i type with 2 fingers. i need to sleep but there is a strange, unsettling feeling that i am experiencing.
it was a long day today. bhai dooj, grey’s anatomy, a wednesday, old fort, looong walk, laddoo, cold and photos. i wanted to visit school too – it’s the 50th anniversary this year. but home makes me lazy. for now, i am just celebrating one year of having a decent boyfriend. that adjective can be used as such a sidey one that it might end up getting me a nasty look if only it was possible. but i am hopefully sure he knows of the ones that would go beyond ‘decent’. anyway. i just love and appreciate the fact that he still reads this page.
please don’t feel left out, i appreciate your bein here too. this reminds me, fuchsia is nearly 2 years old. older than ‘vague thoughts’. this blog has managed to see me through much more. VT was only about a few constants in life if i remember correctly. and how i loved loving it!!