End of last year, I felt I don’t know what to expect from 2013. At all. It felt like I am approaching a blind turn. But I did not know if I should be slowing down.
I did not slow down. But I waited for things to change. I became the person who is too anxious about the future to live in the moment. Everyday decisions became a factor of unknown variables of the future. I never thought I would be this person, but I am. And today, I am aware of likely events of the future which will bring big change. But because nothing is certain as yet, I am just sitting and cracking my knuckles. Growing up, among other things, has made me more cautious and boring.