What is a body that has only two lungs functioning, which too are not in a good shape. Nobody knows till when they’ll work but everybody knows what will happen. The thought of it is not a trouble considering the age of the body but the sight of it is not tolerable. I don’t bloody like it. Why is everything around me hanging in the air? How can things just begin and then not end? I’m sick of saying, ‘let’s see’. I really am. And in this case, I do not want to see anything more. Ugh!
I don’t like hospitals when anyone except me is the patient. I don’t like those smells. I don’t like those machines. I don’t even like needles. Yeah, needles that need 30 minutes to find a vein are no good anyway!
Find veins, find the pulse….I can’t believe it man! Can’t she be just allowed to go? I don’t get those big words. I just know what I see. She’s fought with life since I don’t know when, and now she’s fighting with death. She’s always been strange. I don’t understand her. Sometimes she looked like she was schizophrenic, and sometimes she was the record book of the entire khandaan with all the latest details.
I remember, she gave me and Nidhi 50 bucks when we learnt the gayatri mantra. 50 bucks was a lot of money back then.
Hmm….
Really don’t know what to do or say. Life can be weird.
Fuchsia 
“…..” Indeed. Sometimes life can not be described in words…and perhaps its best not to…
LikeLike
I hate hospitals too…and during ma last trip to india when dad got cardiac arrest, I used to spend like whole day with him..I didnt enjoyed it that too in ICU 😦
LikeLike
Some things just are. Maybe there will come a time when you too can make a difference.Take care.
LikeLike
Read this post yesterday too. Not sure what to say. I said it all in my mail I guess. You take care.
LikeLike
u know…i spent days in a hospital sumtime back, cuz of my granny…..n u have no idea how much i agree with this post….”painful” is nt the word to describe it….
LikeLike