I’m beyond surprised right now. My hunches, and the ‘feeling’s that I get about things, are so unbelievably true that I am completely out of words right now. Actually, I am laughing. I’m laughing! At myself, at people, the situations, the circumstances…. AND the things that I imagine followed up by a true, 100% reality of the same. It is just so incredible! The visions that I get come true. How can they come true? They’re the most absurd (till the time they are only in my head) things on earth. These are thoughts that I do not even share with friends because I know I’m better off keeping them to myself. Then days/months/years pass…. and I see the same goddamn thing happening. In reality. My limited vocabulary will leave it at, “dude, this is crrazy!”. I am struggling with words. And I am struggling with thoughts too.
Now I know for sure why situations don’t surprise me. Because at some level I pre-empt them. Almost always.
*Actually, far from hysteria. But incessant laughs come closest to that word, I think.